The best thing about cocaine? That first high. You know what I’m talking about, if you’ve ever been there: that first rush after the first snort, when you have no idea what’s coming and man it just hits you, and leaves you sitting there blown out of your mind and feeling so good that it’s like oh my GOD I never want to feel any other for the rest of my whole entire life.
Too bad it don’t last.
The problem with that first cocaine high is that it wears off…and once it’s gone you can’t ever get it back: not like it was, not like that first time. The problem with cocaine is that every high after the first one is a letdown…and yeah you use more and more but still you feel less and less…until it’s all using and no feeling and then it’s just you getting eaten from the inside, by a need that is so far out of your control you can’t ever be anything but hopeless.
So, yeah: There’s an upside to cocaine. And there’s a downside too. Which is the one that haunts you down the road? Figure it out for yourself.